JULY 2013 | 230713

Forgive me and be patience for this post,
cause this gonna be a long long post that ever had. 
Ready??

Okay, I think most of you know that I'm in a relationship..
and it should be very sweet and caring when you saw my last few post.
However things always happened out of expectation.
Is kinda like a joke for me which I can't take it now, and make me suffer.
Some of my friend asked, why u just Hurt So Bad?
I'm just reply with smile, cause i'm the person who really give 100% effort in a relation by first hand.
So some of you, might not know my feeling until you really experience it. 
Is kinda like stupid I know, However is just Myself.
The real personalities when treat a relationship.
Always tell myself, is enough to be a fool. Nobody will appreciate U, they just will go away like what I faced right now.
I'm not gonna to blame anyone, I'm just blame myself.Why fall easily, and rinse with Hard??
and Thanks for this bullshit relationship makes me grow up.
I will not believe people easily.
what the bullshit thing happened in my life. I know this is the return from how i treat my ex-boyfriend.
Good! I done with that. Enough

A BRAND NEW MONTH | JULY 2013

Hi, It's July.
Hope this month will be a good and amazing month for me and U.
Is about one week, i'm couple with Mervyn. 
Still can't believe I in a relationship, that started with First Sight.
Because of this, really felt thankful and appreciated for what happened In June.
Faith is always there for us, depends on how early we realize :)
I'm Believe, First sight happen in Reality, Just depends on how much we believe on it?!
Some of us may not believe until it happen; Some of us just ignore.
All depends on how and what we think, right??

Recently, I'm kinda like emo. Feel like I'm lost my direction in Life.
I did have a good job, friend, family and lover. However Still feel something is not right?!
Just like this is bored life for me after work and weekend!
I don't want a life like this, I need something that impress myself and amazed my life.
Sometimes, I miss college life, which can gather with course-mate and hostel mate.
Sometimes, I miss the moment with ex-colleague which work in The Ritz Carlton Hotel.
Sometimes, I miss the meet up session with Soon Yee's friend which provide the positive energy to me.
Anyway, I will miss all precious moment in pass. 
However I will enjoy current moment with the person I meet and love. 
" Life still goes on, So we need to move forward." :)

Actually, I felt appreciate and thankful to friend that be with me no matter I'm sad and happy.
I can share everything I want to them, and they will give me strength, really touched, u know.
I won't care what people think about me, Cause I no need to explain to the person that don't understand me. =) 

Each person have their own life, and mind. We can't stop what they talk or think,right??
As long as we clear what we did, and done our part. =) Right??
However some of us like to interact people privacy and want to know everything of people do.
But what is the point to know all these?? will it important thing to them rather than they take care themselves?! I'm just think this is quite annoying ><"

Sorry for my direct, however is true. Nobody will like this..I'm the person like that.
Whatever U do, is none of my business, unless you are my closed friend, lover and family.
If not, don't ask what people did anytime and go anywhere, cause this is their freedom and privacy

Time to stop, Hope you have a amazing and memorable July.
(P.S: JULY, Please Be Good To Me)